And 'I do not write that much, I know. Neither here nor there. Scittura The inspiration is that it also needs patience and commitment, and it is precisely these two qualities that ultimately default.
hard to accept the end of the summer and I can not return to old balances nor create new ones. Hence the deadlock, hence this laziness distruttiva che si autoalimenta e mi fagocita.
Inizierò perciò questa mia nuova alba con un elenco di buoni propositi, come quelli che si fanno a Capodanno. Da sempre settembre è il mio inizio più sentito, perciò eccomi qui a fare come gli adolescenti al cominciare della scuola:
1- Sarò più severa nelle cose veramente importanti. Cari amici, cari familiari, è finito il tempo dell'accoglienza. Per quasi 32 anni non ho fatto che dispensare calore e sorrisi, una spalla su cui appoggiarsi, un orecchio a cui gridare il disagio e il dolore, un abbraccio da ricercare. Ho sempre pensato che dare fiducia e affetto significasse stimolare la parte migliore degli altri e in virtù di questo spesso ho rinunciato a contraddire Who was I agree. The result was negative, now I realize. I let it grow around me a lack of respect that no longer tolerates.
I want to shout about loudly, and it is my battle cry, are no longer prepared to tolerate the arrogance and ungrateful. My path moves away from those who do not want to see and will not listen, who does not seek confrontation but uses the other only as sterile tank for your pains.
no longer accept people who ask me only what it suits him. I will not be complicit in things that I do not like, do not listen to those who speak evil, who does nothing but complain about who is evil and has the humility to ask for help, who does not agree to have a problem, those who persevere in a world that is not mine tight for ages now.
My greatest happiness is to do something good for myself and for others. But sometimes to do the right thing must be very firm. At this point in my life, I have no doubt that it will. A common story is about a beggar asking for alms, went over to him a generous man and gave him a loaf of bread: the beggar had to eat for the day and was very grateful. But the next day was business as usual, and the hungry beggar was thrown by the wayside, inert. There came a man approached him and offered him a loaf of bread, but only on condition that the man had accepted learn a trade. He took it home, fed him and then taught him that he might become a farmer. In this way, the beggar was not only food for one day but for life.
Here, I feel just like the man I am willing to help others but just as he did, because I know that is the only help that deserves this name. I feel that otherwise would be disrespectful to my most pure, enlightened, and not do good to me or to others.
2 - will look into increasing my faith. The Buddhist practice, my only true philosophical and religious systems of life, asking me not to stop here. Do not mean to go on retreat, and as such are determined to get out of this deadlock that I suck. Deepen my faith is essentially never doubt the Buddha-nature in me and in others, and do not offend the law is this: So, going back to what I just wrote, I want from me and only me without blaming others, without trying to be something external accountable for anything. From me in the realization of a desire, from me when I suffer because of something that really makes me just a mirror, from me, know me and make things that I do not like, or those that have run their course; From me to feel more in rhythm with the universe to which I belong and understand that after all my individuality is small, compared to the immensity of life. It 'just that life that I feel invaded, and go over the attachments and the "little me".
3 - I'll close the circles open and I have not yet completed. I want to feel the need to end a priority to begin another thing, or at least have the freedom to choose. Until I find the courage to make a point and make a change I can never look beyond the horizon clearly.
4 - I will say goodbye to what is no more for me with no regrets. If you decide to make a trip to the Caribbean it is pointless to ski and winter duvets, and does not help think that maybe would have been better going to the mountains. I want to choose without reservation, without feeling the bitterness of the surrender, because I do not want to give up anything of what I need and I will not have any burden that I needed.
5 - I'll try to find the will and energy to devote to all things that I love and give me the charge, and waiting for me to devote to them to begin to really live.
Finally, I hope that you have unlocked quest'inerzia, and that my next post does not keep her waiting like this! Thanks to all of you who have waited. On Air
REM, Shiny Happy People
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